Welcome to the Worlde of a Fated Fey, one who walks the Shadows between the OtherSide and this Dreamland. This is the Book of Shadows of a hereditary and self-taught Magickal Woman; a Dreamer who possesseth the lineage of Fae, Wytch and Starr Blood. Interwoven together to make an ecclectic source of Magick and Chaos. To walk between the Worldes of the Starrs, the Hidden Realms, the Spirit Worlde and to also Live a human life...

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Remembrance }i{...

I never forgot my name, not once
Not ever
I may have over time forgot my brain
But the signs and symbol still remained
I never forgot this long ago dream
The remnants always stayed
What it is my head does ask
Is forever tied to my past
I never really forgot my heart
I tied it up and just never asked
Without the important question
Will my future affect my past
I know what it is it asks
I cannot stand this only inside my head
I now understand and although it hurts
I must still go on
Two worldes collided 
A long time ago
It came in my dreams
And showed in my wake
The lights were on the walls
And made my house shake
Nothing is the same anymore
Was it ever just my evermore
The answer I know
Is it twas never just me
I feel sick to the core
Of what my fate requires of me
What if I cannot fulfil these 
Duties and obligations
Why do I see these things
Meant for me
Why do I know
My heart, my head, my home
The dreams they once did go
Now they never do
Shadows stay and noises remain
Inklings and ideas and wordes
Rattle me to my core
Yet my Fate still it will stay
These thoughts that come to my head
They say that I can
But will I ever be sure
That I can open that certain door
To open the curtains
Of the Final Act
To never close them again
This is my true evermore.